sleepless in singapore

gosh...woke up at 2 in the morning...couldnt sleep....walked around... crashed into walls... made some unnecessary noises....went to toilet....tripped over wires....finally sat in front of this nice monitor n began blogging...:) dosed off yesterday nite...didnt get a chance to reply to her msg....bleh~.... newayz...i earned myself $30! from doin cip on saturday....and i juz got my spex grant...$300....in total, im $330 richer....haha....hmmm...still need to save up more for my end of the year training trip to aussie...no confirmations yet whether ill b goin though... sometimes i feel really lost in my surroundings....many times asking myself what am i training for?...my goals?....what are they?...achievable?...i dunno....why i did what i did to be where i am today?....am i on the right track?...all im hanging on to now is my belief in the choices i make....and even that....is juz a thread

mayb i should give up....

i'm so naive...for all i know, they may only b frenz...but i cant help feeling this way....2 guys...1 hotshot....1 really smart guy from a brand-name school.... im chinese...theyre malays....do i even have a chance of showing her how i really feel?....oh god....i sound really jealous n all broken apart...all messed up...at least theres sailing to take solace in....n im in no freakin mood to change the skin....so dont bother asking....

ah....

She got me mesmerized....im crazY over her....when is the next time?....Am i in love? stoopid questions to ask..... aniwaeZ....its national day today! weeeee!....Lol...i love singapore...haha...so patriotic...:P 40 years of hardwork....thats why we are where we are today.....sIngapore is getting old...we must keep up with other nations.... and Not fall back in the changes for the future....haha...i hate blogging...dont wanna think....lol...i'll end here then....reAlly short...heh... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

alive again!...mayb not?

im juz blogging cuz iv nth else to do....dont set ur hopes up too high ya?...lol..anywayz...lots have happened sinced iv last blogged...all injuries healed...getting back my form in sailing...it feels good to be back 110%! haha...and i juz blurted out my feelings to someone....how embarassing...lol...the national inter-schools are over...i did badly...as usual ...light wind...stoopid conditions...i had some good races though...haiz...its always the same crappy conditions...lol...i guess im not cut out to do well in it....haha...but im looking forward to next yrs intersch...so u byte sailors out there...watch out!...lol...met my ex-schoolmate/friend at e interschs...shes quite cute i guess...lol...:P ...very smart too...u peeps think im a flirt now?....lol...no way...i think...:D shes really nice...very intellectual...but as i said....only a friend....sigh....here i am..spending my time doodling away...typing all this shitty stuff...lol...i guess i gotta find something else to do now...cheers!
~bring on the challenges ahead......because to them, you're their challenge~

a series of unfortunate events

today is a public holiday...as yesterday was may day...but as it turns out...it was 1 of my worst experiences in my 14 years of childhood....first....the wind was sooo strong...i juz sailed my butts off.......then...there was tar.....it stained a boat which has just been washed that very morning....this is not all...after the practice race...lightning struck close 2 us...near shore....n finally...when i recovered at shore...the waves juz pushed my boat onto shore....probably creating many nice scratches on my boat....*&@!#!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....ugh...that really sux....everything that could go wrong...went wrong....

im jealous

im jealous....life is so unfair....im still jealous...u dont wanna know y....jealous jealous jealous....such a unique word...the exact way im feeling rite now...jealous...hmph....Anyway...apart frm that....shes coming bac tml...yupyup...and im rigging my laser today....yay...btw....im still jealous....:D

Laser

im leaving the byte class soon and moving on to the laser.....not a bad move since im not exactly doin very well in byte...shes leaving 4 jakarta todae...hope she does well...back 2 prison tonite...nth much 2 say...so i take my leave...Laser... here i come!...o ya...did i say my back is screwed?...iv got a back injury...a serious 1..something to do with e disc...can nver fully recover...lol...but im lucky i can still sail...yay...ok...ciaoz