misery...

gosh....itz been ages since i blogged...lol ok....2 start with...2004 is coming 2 an end.......n i juz got my $300 grant from e sports council...yay!....haiz...away frm that...y cant someone juz save me e misery n what-have-u....by juz telling me straight that she is busy on a particular day?....saves me from having false hopes......1 moment shes free....e next moment....shes not....put it simply.....could'nt we juz find a day where we can juz sit down n talk?....sigh...im so angry with myself....i guess itz my fault 4 always picking a day where u are busy.....
~my feelings 4 u will nver change~