mayb i should give up....

i'm so naive...for all i know, they may only b frenz...but i cant help feeling this way....2 guys...1 hotshot....1 really smart guy from a brand-name school.... im chinese...theyre malays....do i even have a chance of showing her how i really feel?....oh god....i sound really jealous n all broken apart...all messed up...at least theres sailing to take solace in....n im in no freakin mood to change the skin....so dont bother asking....